was driving in edsa this morning when mo twister played the song “fix you” by coldplay as their closing song.
hearing the music made me tear up… 😦 it made me remember my dad…
i think among the three of us, im the least closest to my dad. maybe the fact that i spent the least time with him, when i was growing up, had something to do about that.
i had always thought that he loved me the least… i was always the daughter who had to work hard to get what i needed. he always favored my elder sister who we all know was his favorite 🙂
he might have loved me the least, but i was surprised and happy to know that he was proud of me – proud of what i have become and what i have accomplished. thanks dad – you were there all the time to guide me.
i miss you dad… i miss your weekly call, i miss you greeting me and calling me “misis chao”. i miss you asking if im doing fine and if i needed anything… i miss you calling me for no reason at all… thanks dad – you might not have been around but you were still our dad.
i am thankful that i was able to be there with you til your final hours… to bring you comfort and to play my role as your daughter.
i will always remember what you have taught me.
it’s my turn to make weekly calls now so be ready for me. ill visit you whether you like it or not. :p
rest in peace dad… we all love and miss you.
don’t worry… we’ll be fine 🙂